Randomness

Have not written in forever so here goes.

Took Marlee to her voice lesson tonight. I decided to stay and watch.
If I "kvelled" anymore, I think I'd burst into flames. I couldn't love her more if she was my own daughter. It makes me cry

Last week, April 15th, two brothers from Chechnya, who are citizens of the US, and had promising lives, set off bombs at the marathon finish line. 3 people died, and an MIT policeman was killed in a subsequent shootout, and many others lost limbs. Through the diligence of people taking photos plus video cameras, the suspects were found, but there were actual shootouts, manhunts, a carjacking, and attempted robbery before one brother was killed and the other finally surrendered after he was found hiding in a boat in Watertown. the younger one was shot and has guards around his bed, to which he is handcuffed.

This was Bostons own little 9/11 in a way, and every news agency was here.
It was covered by everyone in the world. I smell a TV movie.

Work exhausts me. I think it's the commute. I'm so tired after working a full day on Monday that I usually fall asleep when I get home.
Tuesday is a long day- class at 11am and rehearsal at night. On wednesdays I sleep really late.

I really really need to lose weight and it isn't working. I had a small pizza for dinner.

I think about men a lot. I love Alan but we are getting stale. Everything we do revolves around temple- this service and that service. We sit at his house and do crosswords. It's not sexy or fun anymore.

I am not getting enough done in my house. I have literally given away "50 things" and yet I still have so much stuff. And I never take the time to do it. I waste time by sleeping late and spending time on the computer.

It is 2:30 am. I must try to sleep.